It's only Day 5 and I'm already feeling restless. I'm so worried that I'm going to squander this time off that I get antsy any time I have a spare unscheduled moment and start pacing around and fretting. Today was another errand day, eye doctor appointment and Flywheel and waiting on a delivery. After the delivery I took and shower and got out and stared anxiously out the window trying to decide how best to spend the rest of my day. I don't like that feeling.
Now I'm at Elliot Bay having a latte and a snack while I force myself to create, both some word on the page and some art in my journal. I'm only out because I've committed to going to a talk tonight that I hope can be a networking opportunity, but of course I don't feel like going now.